Wednesday, February 28, 2007

Peaceful at last ?

Things sort of quiet down, finally. Hope it will stay that way.

Tuesday, February 27, 2007

Life is never smooth sailing, what goes up must come down.

A couple went to a pastor for marriage counseling.

The pastor's first question was "Have you both ever quarreled?"

The bride happily and proudly replied - "No, we've never quarreled!"

The pastor pointed his finger to the door and said "Go, quarrel, come back once you've done so".

We may be wondering why so, but it's really very simple. You cannot expect everything to be always smooth sailing, if the sea rocks, the boat capsizes, that's where everything will happen. It's not to tease the couple that the pastor pointed them to the door, but it's for the good of them. If after marriage they quarrel, they would probably end up in divorce due to the sudden change and new experience.

My point is this... in life there are ups and downs, you have disappointments, so do others. I've let my parents down in times of my life, I've let friends down in times, I've caused trauma etc.

So life is never smooth sailing, remember that. What goes up, eventually must come down. Just like stock market.

As again - "Life is very miserable already, enjoy it. Don't make it worse for yourself".

Monday, February 26, 2007

Read and Be Gone, You Bastard.

For spoiling an entire day and if the farker is reading this, go continue be a bastard and may your entire fxxxxx die a horrible death because of you and your worship to money. Go spend your money in hell, you hairless prick. You better make reservation by calling 6293 4388

CuteOne speaks...

Just to vent my frustration at this matter ...

[1:54:51 PM] FatOne says: I take in and did think for a while. That's why I wanted to talk earlier which you ppl don't give me the chance.
Haa Haa. ROFL. My toes are laughing.

[1:55:45 PM] FatOne says: Anyway, if it you guys had not blog all these, I would not have choosen the final path which I am taking. I took me 2 days to consider.
Has FatOne ever thought about why all this is happening ? It is his BIG FAT EGO !!!


[1:57:25 PM] FatOne says: Did you guys expect this outcome in the first place?
I'm glad he got what he expected.

[1:58:41 PM] FatOne says: Nah... anyway the answer is no longer important to me now as it has already blown out of porpotion. And all these are what I expected earlier, that's why I insist on not have war.
[1:59:05 PM] FatOne says: Although I know I started it... but don't let it go to higher level.
I wonder why it got to higher level. Some people just wouldnt admit to their doings. Well, what to do. Some are always right. I've endured him for very long. But each time it gets worst and worst. WTF, expect me to still stand by his side. CRAP!!!

[2:02:06 PM] FatOne says: You guys are not forcing me to do things I would jolly well regret it later. SO DUN DO IT... I'll stop my reply in STG from now on as long as no more nonsense from any of them.
At four o'clock there is still reply from the FatOne.


[2:03:20 PM] FatOne says: And to GadGitz... Threatening will not solve any problems. When you ever going to learn to control your temper? Grow Up!!!
Grow up ? I wonder who is the oldest here. If FatOne learnt to control his temper and his ego, all this wouldnt even be happening. Dont put the blame on others.


[11:12:09 AM] FatOne says: I'll be smsing CuteOne to ask for all my loan lens. I know she won't want to see me, likewise, I am very disappointed with her and I don't wish to see her too.
I wonder who is more disappointed. I've given way by agreeing to go watch phantom with FatOne, but he insist on his way. Fine, I still can tolerate. But today he has drawn his line. He is officially out of my circle of friends. You want your stuff, get it from me, there is not need to go through someone else.


[11:13:16 AM] FatOne says: Sorry I did know of FF1 since Friday when I ques you.
I wonder what is hidden agenda now.

[11:14:16 AM] FatOne says: My last line is not to do it online... but you guys had to force me to this morning calling me a moron.
I wonder how many times it has been said that not to sms/call when it is late. FYI the sms came it near midnight.

[11:14:45 AM] FatOne says: I already stay low yesterday only via sms... and someone got to force me out.
[11:14:48 AM] FatOne says: so out I am.
Wonder who came out first.

[11:16:03 AM] FatOne says: I had a blog account with google since almost 8yrs and not doing anything. :D
Like every other things he thought of doing. But when he is done, he is angry 'cos he cant claim credit.

[11:25:54 AM] FatOne says: Sorry morning really cannot help it after looking at KO's post.
[11:26:08 AM] FatOne says: Nowadays my patience is getting lesser.
So who started the whole sega today ? Who ask for all this trouble ? I wonder I wonder.

[11:37:00 AM] FatOne says: tell CuteOne that... ask her dun push me to a next higher level... Just return me back the stuff and we close case.
[11:37:08 AM] FatOne says: I let them cool, who let me cool?
[11:37:23 AM] FatOne says: they know how to be angry then I cannot be angry lah?
[11:38:10 AM] FatOne says: LKM already stepping on my line... he stills owe me the cloth for the fotoflex panel. so ask CuteOne dun try to be funny with me.
Why must I even bother keeping his stuff when he give me such crap ? When at good terms, loan everything out. Then cut everything and publish online. It has been hush hush, but he wants to blow it out of proportion. Dumb imbecile ass.

In case Mr FatOne is reading...

after one long day in school with an equally long outing with some noisy and uncontrollable sec one kids, i have to come home and to deal with the erstwhile Mr FatOne...

in case you are reading - u are lucky this england teacher only know how to type 4 letter words to describe ur asinine, childish and menopausable behaviour cos current google cannot handle hokkien characters. u are almost hitting 40? gosh... i thot i came across some kids today who displayed the same behaviour when told to behave...

i had nothing against you, even tho u had all sorts of arguments with the rest of the STGers. u CROSSED my line when u decide to piss off and challenge the entire NUF team. who the HECK gave u the idea YOU own NUG/NUF? u want me to request PE to publically give you a dressing down?

so if you are still lurking on this blog and reading (and dat goes to whoever decided to pass him a copy of my comments), tough. u can buy watever new frens u like. i can only say it was a pleasure knowing you... when you were a little saner.

hasta la vista...

As per requested... (part 2)

As again, told to blog this skype chat, don't shoot the messenger. My two cents would be that all these wouldn't have happened if... oh well, been that route too often, everybody knows what I want to say... so...

[1:51:13 PM] FatOne says: you there?
[1:51:43 PM] WN says: ya
[1:51:54 PM] FatOne says: great, at last you guys learn not to hide and talk behind then claim there is no hidden agenda. :D
[1:52:09 PM] FatOne says: I read your comments.
[1:52:19 PM] FatOne says: This is what it seems as it is.
[1:54:07 PM] WN says: Hmm?
[1:54:14 PM] FatOne says: I actually told the stories to a few others and let them judge if it is as clean as it seems... and the answers is that NUF wants to own NUG. Although I do have a few feedbacks that NUG is not that important as I want it to be. And to fight over it may not be worth it.
[1:54:51 PM] FatOne says: I take in and did think for a while. That's why I wanted to talk earlier which you ppl don't give me the chance.
[1:54:53 PM] WN says: What ever.
[1:54:58 PM] WN says: It doesn't matter.
[1:55:45 PM] FatOne says: Anyway, if it you guys had not blog all these, I would not have choosen the final path which I am taking. I took me 2 days to consider.
[1:55:51 PM] WN says: It doesn't matter it's NUF take NUG or whatever
[1:56:03 PM] WN says: It doesn't matter who wins who lose
[1:56:12 PM] FatOne says: Anyway, it is over now...
[1:56:20 PM] WN says: Yep.
[1:57:06 PM] FatOne says: yes you're right... No win and No lose... and all readers in CS gets to enjoy the saga... ppl like JNet6 can appear in straight away after disappearing for so long...
[1:57:25 PM] FatOne says: Did you guys expect this outcome in the first place?
[1:57:45 PM] WN says: There was nothing to expect, nothing that was necessary to be expected
[1:58:41 PM] FatOne says: Nah... anyway the answer is no longer important to me now as it has already blown out of porpotion. And all these are what I expected earlier, that's why I insist on not have war.
[1:59:05 PM] FatOne says: Although I know I started it... but don't let it go to higher level.
[1:59:09 PM] WN says: Yeah, not impt liao
[1:59:17 PM] FatOne says: not impt liao...
[1:59:21 PM] WN says: Yup.
[2:00:07 PM] FatOne says: enjoy your life. And I still need to depend on you to help get those items back. I do not want the war to go 1 more level higher...
[2:00:37 PM] WN says: I've always been enjoying
[2:00:54 PM] WN says: Always have been WN, aka espn aka wazzup aka PlayingGods aka _espn_ on ChildishStupid
[2:01:07 PM] WN says: I think life is too miserable already... all these make it worse... FS FS FS !
[2:02:06 PM] FatOne says: You guys are not forcing me to do things I would jolly well regret it later. SO DUN DO IT... I'll stop my reply in STG from now on as long as no more nonsense from any of them.
[2:02:59 PM] WN says: Hur...nobody can force anybody to do anything... it takes both to clap, left and right hand, just like a dick and a pussy, takes 2 to fuck too :D
[2:03:20 PM] FatOne says: And to GadGitz... Threatening will not solve any problems. When you ever going to learn to control your temper? Grow Up!!!
[2:04:03 PM] FatOne says: err... I do agree on the left and right hand thingy... but not the d*** & p**** thingy.
[2:05:01 PM] WN says: U don't tell me that... tell that to GadGitz.
[2:05:17 PM] FatOne says: Nope. Just Blog it as usual.
[2:05:24 PM] FatOne says: signing off.

Cost of Friendship

I got my cost of friendship.

i. 3 PSP Games (Which I dunno which 3)
ii. 2gb Memory Stick
iii. Nikon AF50 f/1.4 with HS-9 and Nikon Hood Hat
iv. Nikon AFS18-200VR f/3.5-5.6G Box w/Manual & Warranty Card (And I have to sell mine cos FatOne insists on loaning it to me)

The line is drawn

Since you read this:

I hereby declare that I do not have any affiliation to Mr Peter Sykes Tang.

You have trampled on thin ice, I didnt say anything. But you crossed the line today.
You want war, you have war.
You want back your stuff, list them. Else, too bad.

As per requested...

This chat came after the incident on STG. And as per requested, I'm to blog this skype chat here...


[11:10:13 AM] FatOne says: I know you'd still can talk to me.
[11:10:13 AM] FatOne says: right?
[11:10:57 AM] WN says: yup, why leh?
[11:11:12 AM] FatOne says: I need a last favour from you.
[11:11:14 AM] WN says: Unless u don't want me to talk to you then....
[11:11:24 AM] WN says: Noooo
[11:11:27 AM] WN says: I wont' bend over.
[11:11:30 AM] WN says: don't even try asking :D
[11:12:09 AM] FatOne says: I'll be smsing CuteOne to ask for all my loan lens. I know she won't want to see me, likewise, I am very disappointed with her and I don't wish to see her too.
[11:12:16 AM] WN says: Haiz...
[11:12:18 AM] WN says: Okie
[11:12:21 AM] FatOne says: Can I ask you to come in between.
[11:12:24 AM] WN says: don't sms her... lemme get it form her
[11:12:32 AM] FatOne says: ok.
[11:12:42 AM] WN says: Just let things die down... they all are heated
[11:13:16 AM] FatOne says: Sorry I did know of FF1 since Friday when I ques you.
[11:13:20 AM] WN says: I know
[11:13:23 AM] WN says: I is not stupid
[11:13:26 AM] WN says: :D
[11:13:32 AM] FatOne says: so you understand why now?
[11:13:38 AM] WN says: I all along know
[11:13:40 AM] WN says: and I all along understand
[11:14:16 AM] FatOne says: My last line is not to do it online... but you guys had to force me to this morning calling me a moron.
[11:14:30 AM] WN says: I didn't ah...
[11:14:38 AM] WN says: Not me.. LOL...
[11:14:45 AM] FatOne says: I already stay low yesterday only via sms... and someone got to force me out.
[11:14:48 AM] FatOne says: so out I am.
[11:14:51 AM] WN says: Okie
[11:15:20 AM] FatOne says: No point closing the blog... it is fun at least to see at last I got a blog. :D
[11:15:31 AM] WN says: yeah I know.
[11:15:37 AM] WN says: you should feel honoured :( nobody setup one for me
[11:15:41 AM] WN says: my blog nobody read also LOL~
[11:15:45 AM] WN says: I think later I go update mine
[11:16:03 AM] FatOne says: I had a blog account with google since almost 8yrs and not doing anything. :D
[11:16:05 AM] WN says: Sigh...
[11:16:18 AM] FatOne says: now I got my very own blog updated by my 'friends' sigh...
[11:16:23 AM] WN says: CuteOne ask you to quote her a price for the loaned lenses, she'll pay you for them instead.
[11:16:41 AM] FatOne says: no need... I still want the lens back.
[11:16:51 AM] FatOne says: told her before, I don't sell these lens.
[11:17:02 AM] WN says: you know her stubbornness
[11:17:05 AM] WN says: she won't return u
[11:17:17 AM] FatOne says: she can get from james or if she still wants, I can get from HK for her cheaper.
[11:17:33 AM] FatOne says: nope... tell her a loan is a loan. she must return.
[11:17:52 AM] WN says: Sigh... how I wish i can tio 10 million and end all this
[11:18:32 AM] FatOne says: 10million and no friends like me? :D
[11:18:53 AM] WN says: Eh... I got so many last time... until I anyhow take stones throw on the streets can kill a fwe
[11:18:55 AM] WN says: :D
[11:19:04 AM] WN says: nowadays, I keep to a few closer ones... better
[11:19:51 AM] FatOne says: :D
[11:19:57 AM] FatOne says: your friends die so easily?
[11:20:15 AM] WN says: No lah... end up all are like accquaintances cos too many liao
[11:20:25 AM] WN says: cannot concentrate and remember eveyrbody's interest/likes/jobs etc
[11:20:37 AM] FatOne says: btw since I got no more access to my dedicate blog... are you blogging this?:D
[11:21:03 AM] WN says: Probably, I don't know
[11:21:12 AM] WN says: I thin the blog is a good thing
[11:21:16 AM] FatOne says: btw help me ask CuteOne where she send the tickets to? which address...
[11:21:25 AM] WN says: Okie..
[11:21:27 AM] FatOne says: Oooo... so must talk carefully liao. :D
[11:21:39 AM] FatOne says: brb going toilet. :)
[11:21:39 AM] WN says: Too late liao, I can twist meanings, remember?
[11:21:41 AM] WN says: :D
[11:24:38 AM] FatOne says: oh ya... forgot.
[11:24:46 AM] WN says: too late.
[11:25:27 AM] FatOne says: I got so many sms and pms now asking what happen... sigh, dun they know that it dun involve them. sigh.
[11:25:54 AM] FatOne says: Sorry morning really cannot help it after looking at KO's post.
[11:26:08 AM] FatOne says: Nowadays my patience is getting lesser.
[11:30:03 AM] FatOne says: you still in?
[11:32:04 AM] WN says: yeah went toooo-let
[11:32:13 AM] WN says: Curb your temper a bit lor
[11:32:20 AM] WN says: I also kena a few when I replied your posts online
[11:32:23 AM] WN says: all the kay pohs
[11:32:25 AM] FatOne says: you ppl stop I stop...
[11:32:30 AM] WN says: I haven't start
[11:32:39 AM] WN says: if I really start, then everything really is the end liao
[11:32:41 AM] FatOne says: ok I mean they.
[11:32:56 AM] FatOne says: I was being forced to.
[11:33:00 AM] WN says: Nah, whatever lah
[11:33:04 AM] WN says: Life is short, enjyo yourself
[11:33:09 AM] FatOne says: DO you know how dishearten when I see the blog.
[11:33:22 AM] FatOne says: and you still denied that...
[11:33:25 AM] WN says: Do you know what the blog represents? It's their disappointment w/ u too...
[11:33:46 AM] FatOne says: That's where I decided there is no turning back liao...
[11:34:02 AM] FatOne says: I disappoint with you guys just like you guys disappoint in me...
[11:34:15 AM] FatOne says: I tried to explain.. but you ppl dun give me the chance.
[11:34:43 AM] FatOne says: so I draw a clear line yesterday quietly... and they call me a moron and challenge me somemore.
[11:35:02 AM] WN says: Me not the targetted audience
[11:35:05 AM] WN says: U owe me no explanation
[11:35:09 AM] WN says: I don't care also
[11:35:20 AM] FatOne says: This kind of fights with each other means no hope in patching up.
[11:35:31 AM] FatOne says: That's why I exploded online.
[11:35:53 AM] WN says: Whatever... what's done is done liao
[11:36:00 AM] WN says: No point looking back and talk about it liao lor
[11:36:02 AM] WN says: Live goes on
[11:36:16 AM] FatOne says: I still want a clean cut from them...
[11:36:26 AM] FatOne says: I want my stuff back.
[11:36:53 AM] WN says: Let them cool off.
[11:37:00 AM] FatOne says: tell CuteOne that... ask her dun push me to a next higher level... Just return me back the stuff and we close case.
[11:37:08 AM] FatOne says: I let them cool, who let me cool?
[11:37:23 AM] FatOne says: they know how to be angry then I cannot be angry lah?
[11:38:10 AM] FatOne says: LKM already stepping on my line... he stills owe me the cloth for the fotoflex panel. so ask CuteOne dun try to be funny with me.
[11:38:14 AM] WN says: Can, but everybody angry also nothing gets done
[11:38:56 AM] FatOne says: angry is angry, They borrowed things from me, and I expect return now. They spoilt it they have to pay dearly for it.
[11:39:42 AM] WN says: As again, me not targetted audeince LOl
[11:40:06 AM] FatOne says: I am no longer acting ignorance and keep mum now...you all forced me to turn mad. So I do not allow discussion anymore.
[11:40:11 AM] WN says: Okie
[11:40:26 AM] FatOne says: Yes YOU ARE NOT TARGETTED AUDEINCE... GO BLOG ALL THESE!!!
[11:41:20 AM] WN says: Bo eng, I drafting letter to disturb my chio chio ex-hr manager to disturb her
[11:41:21 AM] WN says: late rlor
[11:41:30 AM] WN says: I'm horny :(
[11:45:41 AM] FatOne says: ok.
[11:46:37 AM] FatOne says: just do remember, I want a clean cut now... do it nicely and we parted nicely. If somebody choose the ugly way, I am all up to it.
[11:47:05 AM] WN says: this message meant for me?
[11:48:27 AM] FatOne says: to all...
[11:48:54 AM] WN says: oKIE..
[11:48:55 AM] FatOne says: far as I'm concern, you're clean with me... unless I still owe you anything.
[11:48:58 AM] WN says: I need to do anything?
[11:51:08 AM] FatOne says: nothing, except a favour to help me get back my stuff from CuteOne.
[11:51:20 AM] FatOne says: If you want me to pay you for this favour, name me a price.
[11:51:55 AM] WN says: Bend over :D
[11:55:54 AM] FatOne says: ok.. will get someone to do it.
[11:56:04 AM] WN says: ERm... the cow? :D
[11:56:08 AM] FatOne says: you prefer a guy or a gal?
[11:56:25 AM] WN says: Erm guy/gal? have?

Some random thoughts.

Why do people want to do things they know they cannot achieve anything good out of it but be a nuisance to others and become an irritant themselves?

You made a comment out in the open, then you admit to the person you commented on that it was nothing personal and maybe it was not necessary. And after that you refuse to take it back or take it down. Being contradictory? This takes the cake! And next you say the only way to solve this is to sit down and talk but nobody wants to come out, go think again, why so. I told you many times of this too. Make peace, but with what price? You don't want to make peace, you want peace to be given by having the others do what you want.

You said the post was targetted at NUF not at nightwolf75, but then again, it's the same as you criticize the gahmen but not MM, then you expect the MM to take it lying down? Similarly why wouldn't nightwolf75 get fed up based on what you criticized? He has a hidden agenda for organizing NUG? Come on dude, not all are like Oracle/USM who do MOs and Canongraphers outing and split themselves into various groups. You are being over-sensitive FOR NOTHING. I already told you this over the phone last night. Just because he's a Super Moderator for NUF and organises NUG for NUF means they have a motive.

"it's been tossed ard for a while among the mods... so, in the new year, we have decided to refresh and restart the nong nong dormant gatherings by re-naming it"
-- excerpt from NUF


and you say NUF is taking NUG as theirs, if you want to twist words to achieve that kind of unhealthy thinking and be all worked up getting hypertension etc, then your life won't be very much longer. And if you say if nightwolf75 used "I" instead of "we" it is a personal move nothing to do with NUF. Have you ever heard of teamwork? Do you know what teamwork is? Do you know and understand the difference between "I" and "We"?

-- Kinda obvious you only know what is I, Me, Myself. --

You expect people to inform you of the things they do, WHY should they? Everybody has their privacy, expectations, circle of life and other friends. If you say they don't inform you means they don't respect you, then do you respect their rights and their personal life? This world is not about you.

Asking you to stand up to your mistakes it not the unmaking of a man, humility comes before pride. Sure, you have a pride to standby to, don't others? A REAL man stands up to his errs and admits them. Are you one?